July 2023 High/Low

Sometimes we have to accept the life that we have been given and stop beating ourselves up thinking about how it could have been different.

-Dr. Jen Claudle

July kicked off with me doing the Mudrun (Mudgirl Charlotte 2023). It was hard but well worth it.

Even if I end up being covered with mud. I had a blast doing the obstacle course and facing my fears of heights.

The second week of this summer month was spent deer sighting, working 3 jobs, running, wasting money that

I should be saving and going to the cinema. This week ended with me running a 5K in Salisbury.

My time was horrible but I made it to the finish line.

The third week was spent balancing work and living mindfully. I realized that I'm still in the mourning process

of the life that I’ve envisioned for myself while embracing where I am; thorns and all.

I spent a lot of time at the park, deer sighting and being present in nature. I’m told that this is good for me and

I hope they are right.

The final week of this month was so emotional for me. Not sure why though. Everything went back to normal.

I ran, worked, walked around the park, went to see a play, attended Mass and prayed.

On the 30th of this month, I got a chance to be reunited with Miss 29 and Doc Hero. We got a chance to walk

around the park and got caught up in the rain. Those simple mundane moments are all that matters.

Although we may live different lives and our season together have changed, i’m grateful that have gotten a chance

to know them as friends not just my sisters.

Somehow this season of my life serves a greater purpose that at this time I don't know what, all I can do is

be content, count my blessings and live where I am.

~xoxo