2021: 6 months later

 

6 months later and its still the same.

I haven't seen you in a month and i thought you had missed me.

You did but not there way I wanted.

You called. You texted. You checked on me. But It doesn't matter.

I don't shine in your eyes. My company is not missed nor wanted. I'm still not the one for you.

6 months later and its still the same for me and you.

You sounded so happy today. 

I hope you stay happy.

I truly mean it. I want you happy, even if it's not with me.

6 months later and its still the same.

My eyes swell up with tears that I wont let fall. 

You're not worth them. 

I don't care to know why it wasn't me.

I know it's for the best.

I know that this feeling will pass.

I know that I'm built for much more than this.

6 months later and its still not the same.

Everything has its ending.  Ours came and went. 

I miss you, I miss those moments we shared and I will miss you.

6 months and its still the same

You are you and I'm me. Thanks for crossing my path. May God's love be with you.